Faint

I can't take this
the snow,
the air,
this cold distress.
This lack of something
never blessed.
This emptiness,
The shallow flare
and all completion
enters there.
And you right here
and me right there
and all the worries
troubles
dares.
the missing letters
symbols
dots
and then i'll see
the far off knots.
Just please don't cry.
I beg you so.
I want your smile,
so don't let go.
And in the end
it really comes
the best decision,
never fun,
but here it is
the only path
the crooked, branched,
always sad.
Please smile for me
and don't look back
and let me go
without duress.
I'll cherish it
that last sweet smile
and as I faint,
just please don't cry.