Birth
A complete failure,
only seeing
what you've done wrong,
how you can be fixed,
and you know
it makes it
so much more wrong
to be so blind
about everything else,
but how could this thought
make you open your eyes?
How could it
not cause the opposite?
A total weakling,
inferior to all,
You've made yourself this way
basking in your own self-pity,
and you still don't realize
the only way
to cleanse your soul
is to stop.

6 Comments:
was this about you and to stop the self-pity and punishing yourself?
ya, kinda. It was pretty much a decision to try the cold-turkey approach. it worked for a little bit.
did it ever help?
for the moment it did.
then why didn't you let it grow? what stopped it?
oh cold-turkey doesn't ever work for anything. It's not natural. It'll never work long term.
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