Sunday, October 26, 2008

Birth

A complete failure,
only seeing
what you've done wrong,
how you can be fixed,
and you know
it makes it
so much more wrong
to be so blind
about everything else,
but how could this thought
make you open your eyes?
How could it
not cause the opposite?
A total weakling,
inferior to all,
You've made yourself this way
basking in your own self-pity,
and you still don't realize
the only way
to cleanse your soul
is to stop.

6 Comments:

At 3:25 PM, July 19, 2011, Blogger Blind_Prophet said...

was this about you and to stop the self-pity and punishing yourself?

 
At 7:01 PM, July 19, 2011, Blogger Penguin said...

ya, kinda. It was pretty much a decision to try the cold-turkey approach. it worked for a little bit.

 
At 8:35 PM, July 19, 2011, Blogger Blind_Prophet said...

did it ever help?

 
At 8:41 PM, July 19, 2011, Blogger Penguin said...

for the moment it did.

 
At 8:49 PM, July 19, 2011, Blogger Blind_Prophet said...

then why didn't you let it grow? what stopped it?

 
At 10:41 AM, July 20, 2011, Blogger Penguin said...

oh cold-turkey doesn't ever work for anything. It's not natural. It'll never work long term.

 

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