Filler Sketch
An unworthy
deep slime
fills a tank
buried in your heart,
as it overflows.
Nothing can replace
the despair
only you deserve.
You hear the skritch skratch
of a pencil sketching
on the walls
of your inner chalkboard,
leaving the marks
that'll never erase.
A dust is cleared off
the erasers,
but you find
you're still swimming
in the deepest purple slime.

6 Comments:
depression again? why do you deserve this?
hmm, I don't know. I think this was about the time I was all out with my family about religion, so a little before the day that I nearly jumped off a window ledge and got yelled at for being depressed (because it made my mother cry).
you nearly killed yourself?! what about believing in Hashem and your devout faith? do you still feel this way
I've been up and down. Don't worry about it. I'm ok now. I won't kill myself. Thomas helped me find reasons to live. Mimi helped me believe in them. Amanda helped me realize what would happen if I was gone.
I really hope they did. are you sure you will be alright from now on?
Who's ever sure of anything? Today I'm ok and that's all that matters.
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