Carry On

IT's crushing me
the pain, the rush
the broken ended
call for hush
and NOTHing's there
but it's all THERE
and I don't know
why everywhere
IT looks like every
thing is black
and bleak and empty
and alack
I have no clue
I can't go on
I can't go back
to where you've gone
because
behold
the moment fell
and here I am
a shaking hell
that broke apart
and holds no dart
to play a game
in odds
or start.
It's crushing me.
I can't move on.
I can't breathe in
when you're not gone.
I can't look forward
if you're there
but you won't look
at what's not near.
I can't keep going.
I won't move on.
So please
don't save me.
Carry on.