Sore

I've wanted to
so much before
but
How do I break
this fear,
when I'm already
so sore?
I'm trying so hard
it's tearing me from the inside,
There's no where left to turn
no where left to hide.
But I want to
want
what I'll never see again.
Hoping it's still in there
somewhere
searching to break out again.
But please
don't you ever dare
to say those words once more.
What makes you so sure
that when I say the same thing
I'm not
just hiding behind
a scar that's
already sore.