Caught

Not to scare you
but it's not alright.
I can't deny it,
But you're so far from sight.
Far from somewhere
and anything real.
You're far from knowing
just how torn I feel.
And how quick it happens
and how slow it stops.
How much I need you
and how much I'm caught.
You can't deny it-
that nothing is true
nowhere in here
and nowhere by you.
Nothing can stop me
and bend me to cry
while the rains falling hard
and I'm waiting to die.